Andy Williams' Love Story (Where Do I Begin?)

Meet, get acquainted, love... , conclude with holy marriage, even quarrel* ERMM???

ErmM...( en Man ) is his nickname among family and friends. All were started with our meeting in May 2005 at the Central Police Larkin, Johore Bahru. I was too scared to go home alone, because i was still traumatized by the incident that befall us. At that time, our house was in Taman Indah, Kempas. A day before, four robbers had broken into our house. That was why i need an escort to go back home.


STARTING POINT OF OUR INTRODUCTION :


Frankly, my first sight of ( en Man ), he is serious, quiet and not friendly. Unlike his partner, who is friendly and nice. We exchanged our mobile number. The one who has my mobile number is his partner but the one who had been calling me is ( en Man ) ...STRANGE right???


ErmM...


But that was before, now we have been consolidated with a valid marriage in the sight of my religion. From the very beginning, we were truthful about our status. Apart from habitually truthful, he also has character traits that is difficult to find in a man today. **We"ll talk more about this at the upcoming title, be sure to follow**


ErmM...


Now i am pleased with the terms from God. With an open heart i will face every test, especially my dialysis treatment...it's a whole life commitment. I always ask God if i been given a chance to settle down again i hope he is the kind of man with a good heart, have faith, responsible, loves and priority towards his family.



ERMM...QUARREL???



Sure why NOT??? Sick person like me , living under pressure, although sometimes it's just petty matters but for me it's always big and serious. I am having hearing problem. Likewise, it's quite difficult to have a conversation with others due to my hearing problems. Most of the time is with my husband and my daughter. Maybe because of too much medicine. WELL.WHO KNOW??? ERMM...

The Big " B " ( BUT .....)

Whenever my husband takes me out to watch movies at the cinema, i always want to look good for him. I don't mind dressup and putting a little makeup when i have to go on an extra mile to do so due to my present condition. I am physically disabled. However the problem that i must face is the " PUBLIC " and their sarcastic look. Their attention really unnerve me. I do want to look pretty and beautiful for my husband and for my own sake.

BUT.......

My determination to do so always receive negative attention from the public. Their expectation people like me would be someone in dowdy clothes ( caftan ). It is more forgiven and "appropriate".

However, if there are invitation for charity event usually i am advised to wear something more appropriate and pretty. But for me it is more suitable to wear the caftan since isn't the event for charity? Shouldn't i then look dowdy and old and pitiful??? This scenario shows that our community perception of physically disabled person is still low and uncomprehensive.